1:20 am

Everything has been splendid lately, I love it!
Work is fantastic, I love the people I work with that's for sure, at first it was a little stressful because everything and everyone was so unorganized but it's finally pulling together, and this makes me happy. Only downside is so much money wasted on gas, it's ridiculous !

I really miss him, he's still probably my bestest friend ever, but I still can't get over the fact that it feels weird not having him in my life. Being able to call him, text him, message him whenever I need to and know that he's there for me was so comforting, and it breaks my heart to try to accept the fact that we're slowly drifting apart. I haven't seen him in fucking 10 years it feels like, and that probably doesn't help the matters. I'm pretty sure if I saw him for even 10 minutes my life would probably shoot up 100000000% in the happiness factor ! I'm seriously almost tearing up at the fact that I miss him so much. oh tam tam tam, what will i do with you, you silly little bitch. (L) bestfriends.

I'm getting sick, I can feel it! I haven't been sick since my birthday I think! So since it's been forever, it's probably going to hit me so hard, I really really don't want to miss work, once I start missing work then I fall into the horrible pattern again of just being laaazy, and that's no good and I vow to not do that!

I have to register for school tomorrow, I decided chinook college might not be the best, I definitely don't have the $900 to shell out on the 3 classes I need right now, so I might just go do online instead and spend less than $200. I think it's just a more rational idea in my case right now, I just will have to bust my ass off 10 x more than normal.

Anyways, I think I should go sleep since it's going to be an earlyish day tomorrow, and I need to sleep this flu off.


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