9:22 pm

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending

I've had one of the biggest wake up calls of my life in the last month. I have realized so much about myself, and so much about the people around me. I have taken so much for granted that I am actually grateful that this horrible month, filled with horrible events actually took place. I've realized how important the people i've grown up with, and known since i was 7 years old really are to me. They have been my back bone through everything, and I have took that for granted. I am so disgusted with my actions in the last few months that I can't even blame anyone but myself. I truly realize how important some people are to me and how much I truly value them being in my life. I don't even know what made me do the things i did, and say the things I said. I think it was more of an act out of jealousy and talking down the ones closest to me seemed to give me a disgusting higher power or something. I don't ever want to make these people feel like that again, and if I ever do I really want them to tell me to just shut the fuck up ! haha I love my friends, and I love who they are and would never change them. They deserve only good things towards them.

All in all, i've learned a lot about myself, and my friends. They are the best friends I could have, and will ever have and I will cherish it forevar~

I love you guys.