2:33 am

I feel so stuck in this life sometimes. There is so much I want to accomplish and I have so many goals but something keeps holding me back. I can't figure out what it is. I have mini panic attacks all the time because I start stressing out so bad about where my life is headed. I don't know where it's going and that scares the shit out of me. I know i'm only 19 but everyone around me expects so much of me and I can't seem to make anyone happy these days. I want to finish school, and continue on with my education. I also want to find a good job that I will love to wake up to, to go to. I'm just so stressed, I need a break from everything & everyone. fuck it all.