i drink to stay warm & to kill selected memories

So, it's been about a month now since I even posted anything. It's a new year, fresh start. I am so excited to see where this year takes me. I want to live this year with no regrets, stop holding myself back in reaching my full potential. I have so many things I want to accomplish this year, so much to see, so much to do. Last year went by ridiculously fast, so much changed. This year I lose my teen status, I am growing up, and I need to show it. I need to get a better job first of all, a steady full time job. None of this retail bullshit. I need to finish my school, which is probably the most important thing right now, I didn't do as good last semester as I had hoped because it wasn't my main priority, friends and working surpassed it, and I fucked up. I am praying that I will just pass these classes because if I have to redo them I will be so disappointed in myself. Right now I just feel like something is missing, I don't know what it is, or what I can do to fix it. I just feel SO unsatisfied, like something is out there for me but I am so stuck where I am that I can't reach it, and I don't like this feeling.

Anyways, new year has already been pretty decent, couple things coming up these two months I am SO stoked about. Steve aoki (L) (L) (L) in Feb, Mexico AND my birthday in March.

Anyways, since it's a new year lets recap through a few pictures (L)

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January