11:42 pm

There is only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't
handle the disappointment anymore. When things change people change and it doesn't
mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories.
Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting the things that weren't meant to be. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone,
trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. You got to do
what's right for you even if it hurts. I've come to realize that in the end,
everyone turns out to be the person they swore they'd never become;

11:37 pm

wowowowow, OCTOBER? Seriously? Where has the time been going, it's insane, i'm going to be an old woman if this time flies any faster. Life has been pretty hectic, trying to keep my cool at work is very frustrating and stressful, hoping to find a new job closer to home so I can focus on school more without being gone 11 hours a day just for working, especially at such a shitty pay rate. Schools been stressful as well, I fell behind a week and now I missed 2 math quizzes blah blah blah, but I just skipped ahead and went to the next unit and got 100% on the first quiz, so hopefully the downfall of the first unit won't mess me up TOO bad. Biology is going good, I can't wait til all this boring plant and cell shit is over so we can move on to the body goods, because I will hopefully rock that, considering my future career choice hah.

Other than that everything has been meh, hanging out with sabby a lot, love that bitch.



Well, time for more school, and then bed time, have to work at 7 am again tomorrow and it's almost midnight, I need sleep!!

tmb

7:25 pm

wow what's the point anymore?
can someone please just make me disappear off the face of this earth.