12:33 am

m.n, t.b, k.l

6:21 pm

So, this weekend Mackenzie & I hit up Edmonton finally. We were pretty stoked just to get away from Calgary for a bit especially after everything that has gone on in Mackenzies life the last month and a bit it was especially good for her to get away I think ! So we had bought LMFAO tickets and planned on going on the Friday and then the Thursday we were just going to go to a bar on whyte and then Saturday shop shop shop. A lot of bad shit went down, lack of money, felt like poop, hotel complications and so I didn't really have a whole bunch of money to spend but we still made the best of it ! Thursday was quite an adventure we got all dolled up to head down to a bar on Whyte but then we both decided we didn't feel up to going to the bar so we thought of what we could do and I suggested Capital Ex which is Edmonton's version of the stampede minus the rodeo. So we figured out which train we have to take from our hotel and where to get off and all that jazz, as we're on the train I was texting my friend from Edmonton and he told me that the Ex closes at 12 ! so we were so mad because it was already 11 by the time we got to that area. So we just hung out for a bit and then just walked around and enjoyed the fireworks. Made our way back to the hotel decided we wanted to walk around for a bit got some BP's ... a lot of BP's went back and just pigged out and watched TV. It was good & relaing just what we needed after being at eachothers throat the morning earlier. Next night was LMFAO. Then the Saturday we were leaving we went to West Ed again and just shopped for a bit, ate and decided to head back home! I also for some sick reason decided going on the rollercoaster in WEM would be a good idea, but it was not I wanted to kill myself for 8 hours afterwards hahaha.
anyways overall good weekend.
minus the shit that happened to one of my good friends and I am very upset by it that I was not there to stop it from happening. Whatever. Pay backs a bitch. I love you okay girl =)

11:30 pm

Everybody cries sometimes, and if you don't you should. Crying is a natural way of letting go of pent up emotions. It is sad fact that many children are shamed for crying. Adults who are led to believe that crying is not OK may repress their feeling of sadness. Emotions that are not allowed to release tend to leak out in other areas of their lives. The ability to express our emotions whether alone or in communication to others is necessary for a happy life.



I fucking hate you so much sometimes. Why do you say the things you say to me, and do the things you do. You make me want to fucking jump off a cliff because you piss me off so much. FUCK YOU. I love you mackenzie for sitting there with me and letting me cry my eyes out for an hour straight and you listened and didn't shun me out. i love you.

The angel lost her grace,
As mascara ran down her face.
She forgot love, remembered hate.
She no longer had her faith.

With tear stained cheeks,
Through blood shot eyes,
She saw only pain and suffer.
Love, she couldn't conquer.

As the blue sky faded to black,
Darkness filled her heart.
Her wings vanished from her back,
And her kindness fell apart.

Even with all her might,
Her dress still went black from white.
She was sent to save,
To help those who weren't brave.

But as she looked around,
At the marks she left...
Tear stained cheeks,
And blood shot eyes.